第一百五十二章往事不再(4/4)

                                                                                                                                                                不给人留下余地，终于连自己也退无可据。他已是束手无策，再不复以前的胸有成竹，胜券在握之态。
                                                                                                                                                                他若一意孤行，只会加快谷云起迈向死亡的速度；他若只是隐忍，却同样无法将谷云起救活。进退两难，实为痛苦。
                                                                                                                                                                他只有再忍着强烈的情绪在谷云起身上抚摸着，艰难地道：“云起，别……这样……”十几天前，若他露出这样痛苦悔恨的神情，必会带给谷云起相当的快意。假若自己的难受能令谷云起好一些，他如今也是极愿意的。
                                                                                                                                                                奈何谷云起不为所动，甚至连那点刺痛心扉的笑，也因为过于疲累而收敛了起来，神色重归漠然。南宫北翊看得心焦，胸腔里头更是一百只爪子挠着似的，说不出的难耐。
                                                                                                                                                                他一直觉得自己够聪明，懂得用一切办法夺得自己想要的东西。只是现在想起来，他才觉到，自己似乎始终没有真正掌握住过“人”。
                                                                                                                                                                人到底不是东西，人的心思会变，就好比少彦……谷云起，还有他自己。可是他们就好像藤蔓上互生着的叶子，永远都是交错而过。