第二百七十四章日记24(2/13)

                                                                                               我说：“我不是——，我是来看俺娘的。”我才不信这呢。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                二峰嫂子刚好在这，她是我本门的一个嫂子，她说：“他是小华，俺婶家的孩子，正在城里上学呢。”她又向我说，“小华，俺婶子还没过来。外面很冷，要不你先到屋里等会吧。”
                                                                                                                                                                我随她走进屋里，屋里摆设很简陋，但充满神圣感。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                迎面墙上挂着一张很大的画，画上只有一个白色的大十字架。前台有两个人在活动，其中一个年轻的女人在弹风琴，一个穿黑衣服的中年男人在唱圣诗。几十个满面菜色的男人和女人坐在十几条长凳上，每人腿上都摊开一本厚厚的圣经。他们有些我认识，是我村里的邻居，还有些我不认识的，可能都是外村的。在优美的风琴声中，在中年男人的领唱下，他们一起唱赞歌。
                                                                                                                                                                我坐在最后排，听歌声。
                                                                                                                                                                天主，我的灵魂渴慕你，真好像牝鹿渴慕溪水。我的灵魂渴念天主，生活的天主，我何时来，能把天主的仪容目睹？
                                                                                                                                                                我想起昔日周旋在欢乐的群众里，在群众欢呼赞颂的歌声里，他们朝觐天主的圣殿时，我的心不免感到忧伤哀悲，我的灵魂，你为何悲伤，为何忧苦

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