第二百八十八章日记38(2/9)

         我看到她的眼睛，疑惑，关切，失望，热烈，痛苦……很多情绪混杂其中。
                                                                                                                                                                走开，走开，我不需要你可怜，我不需要你关心，我不需要你怜悯，我不需要你这样的眼神！
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我拔腿跑开，远远的跑开。我听到她在我身后喊，“夏华，夏华！”并且似乎向我跑来。
                                                                                                                                                                我象见到魔鬼一样恐惧，不，不，我不能用这样的比喻，那是对她的亵渎，而是我着了魔。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我不敢见她，尤其在这悲惨的情况下。她对我期望很大，我却得了不能再低的结局，我没有脸面见她，没有脸面见任何人。
                                                                                                                                                                我有自尊，我是全班全校最优秀的学生，我聪明，好学，勤奋，有毅力，能吃苦，没有一点点理由考不出好成绩！
                                                                                                                                                                我跑到郊外无人的地方，倚坐在一棵大树下，仰望燥热的天空，泪水开始在眼中无助地打转。
                                                                                                                                                                我还有何面目见我的父母！我似乎看到母亲在得知我落榜的瞬间那忧伤而又无耐的面容。怎么会呢

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