第三十七章伦伯底狱堡(1/17)

兰斯离开侯爵夫人府，匆匆逃回自己的住处。也没有吃晚餐，就一头钻进自己的房间里，闩上门。
                                                                                                                                                                没有什么可想的。一切都很简单，像他这般聪明，用指甲也能想清楚。
                                                                                                                                                                但他完全无法思考，脑中一片空白。黄昏过去，夜幕降临，转眼间，月亮已经探出了头。
                                                                                                                                                                兰斯只是枯坐在窗前，陷入了近于深度冥思的状态，听而不闻，视而不见，连自身的存在也感受不到。这个晚上他唯一做的事，是派遣黑鸠亮羽到北城区寻找那个可怜的母亲。
                                                                                                                                                                他很庆幸自己还记得那对可怜的母子，全赖他们，他才在这虚无飘渺的世界上把握到一点真实，不至于永远逃避下去。无论事情缘起是怎样，都已然发生，如礼天路上每一块青石板一样真切的存在。
                                                                                                                                                                昨天以前，她还只是那个高高在上的，握著自己把柄的，对自己抱有不知是真是假的好感的领主女儿，但以后，他再也无能这样看她。他夺走了她的第一次。
                                                                                                                                                                不管她的身份怎样，她都已是他的女孩。那么，他应该怎样对待她？
                                                                                                                                                                事实很简单，要做出的选择也很简单，唯一要确认的，只是自己的心意。兰斯一直在问自己，是不是爱夏尔蒂娜。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                    

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