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                                                                                                                                                                每当我看见妈妈的时候，便心跳不已；想到妈妈的时候，便莫名兴奋。
                                                                                                                                                                我已被妈妈迷住，用想到发疯来形容也毫不为过。这辈子曾使我真正神魂颠倒的女人就只有妈妈了。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                但想归想，理智告诉我这不可能：“妈妈是我生身之母，我不能爱上她。这是道德与礼法所不允许的，这是疯狂甚至变态的。”
                                                                                                                                                                无奈之下我只好拿妈妈为性幻想对像意淫或手淫，我甚至想拿妈妈的贴身衣物来发洩。后来我还想偷看妈妈的身体，可是总没机会。但尽管如此，我倒从未对妈妈真正做过什么不轨之事，我还没那么无耻。
                                                                                                                                                                我以为我对妈妈的爱恋只是我自己的一场梦而已，一个永远不能实现的梦。
                                                                                                                                                                我只希望这梦快些醒来。但就在那天下午，老天却给了我一个机会，影响我一生的机会。
                                                                                                                                                                那天下午我放学回到家，妹妹上补习班，而爸妈上班，是以家中无人。
                                                                                         

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