第五章领导的礼物(2/13)

                                                                      看着卧室的墙上贴满的我们女儿YY的大头贴，我心中充满了莫名的烦躁与罪恶，快步跑进了浴室，只有用冰凉的水，才能压下我内心的不安。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                冰冷的花洒下却无法消灭我对自己的轻率而所放下不可原谅的罪恶，我自认自己不是个坏女人，可是我却背叛婚姻了。
                                                                                                                                                                彻彻底底的出轨了，如果说上次跟领导在上海酒吧是一次无耻的暧昧，那么这一次就是一次赤裸裸的背叛、记得从哪里看到一句话，男人出轨是为性，女人出轨是为了性情交融。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                这话真的刺中了我，我能接受自己跟领导的暧昧，但接受不了自己跟一个不认识的男人第一次见面就交配。
                                                                                                                                                                如果说女人的贞操有婚前处女身和婚后人妻贞洁两次的话，那么我坚信婚后为人妻的贞洁才是真正的妇德。
                                                                                                                                                                可我守住了婚前的贞洁，但……而且还是让一个第一次见面的男人，在无套的情况下亲密的插入并在体内射精了。更让自己无法原谅的是自己在他喷射的那一刻，自己达到了全所未有的高潮了。
                                                                                                                                                                这对于一直以来家庭思想很纯真很保守的女人来说，是多么的一件不可思议的事情，然而这个不可思议的事情终究是发生在了我的身上。
        

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