第五十一章被摧毁的意志(6/16)

       听到她再一次讲述这些，我的心里仍旧会有一种酸意泛起来。                                                                                                                                                                我靠在病床边专门给陪患家属准备的躺椅上，静静地听着，夜已经深了，我无意打断她，虽然心里很不是滋味，却努力地让自己保持平静，听她继续讲她身上发生的事。                                                                                                                                                                “可是那天，我从他酒吧里一出来，就看到了你的电瓶车，我都快要吓疯了，我真的一点都没想到，你那时候画画的地方居然就这么巧是刁哥这个酒吧，那我和刁哥做爱时候，岂不是你就在旁边的房间？那你肯定是发现了吧，但是我还是心有侥幸，想回去和你核实一下，结果，你居然傻瓜一样根本没怀疑我。”                                                                                                                                                                我尴尬的笑，感觉她是在抱怨我没有尽早的发现并制止她。                                                                                                                                                                “我那时候根本没有任何想跟他走的想法，但是我真的太害怕了，我当时真的完全慌了，就是感觉你知道了我做错事了，就一定不会要我了，我真的怕死了，好像天都要塌下来了。”                                                                                                                                                                “你那时候还没后悔和刁老三发生关系，却只是害怕我知道你的丑事？”我忍不住插话问。                                                                                                                                                                她摇摇头，小声说：“我从头到尾都是知道和他发生关系是天大的错事，但是……海涛你别生气，我那时候真的感觉那种事好刺激。”                                                                                                                                                                我摇头叹口气说：“那种事？你是指和和刁老三上床这事？”                                                                                                                                                                她眼神有些惊慌，抿着嘴唇道：“是的……”                                                                                                                                                                我叹了口气，把头向后仰着，不想去看她的表情，心里不禁泛起一丝酸楚。                              

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