第二百三十三章赴约(2/5)

                                                                                  孙雨泽常常感觉，和袁晓芸在一起就如同是一场让他无比幸福的美梦——然而，虚幻的梦境却总是被让人出乎意料的现实所代替。
                                                                                                                                                                他的理智告诉他，只有彻底忘却过去，他才能摆脱痛苦；可是，他的心却控制着他，让他渴望着回忆，渴望着袁晓芸，渴望着一切和她的联系。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                明知道会痛苦，可是他还是忍不住又打开他和她的电邮通信，追忆着和她分离的一个多月，虽然感到失落，可是虚妄的感到和她的联系，他却又感到一丝满足。
                                                                                                                                                                “晓芸，你最近过得好么，对不起，我是不是害你伤心了？希望你能原谅我，不知道，我能不能当面向你道歉呢……”
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                这是他们分开之后的两周，孙雨泽第一封写给她的电邮，那时，他就像刚刚被截肢的人，身体的一部分已然不在，可却根本无法接受现实，反而觉得还能感受到那失去的部分一般。
                                                                                                                                                                “雨泽，我过得还好，希望你也顺利。最近学校的事情很忙，过去的事情还是先不要提好了。我们并不相互亏欠什么，即使有，你也不用向我道歉了……”
                                                                                                                                                                看到袁晓芸的回信，孙雨泽又是痛又是怒。真的是我错了么？真是我亏欠了她么？明明是她背叛了我

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