第十四章坚强背后的脆弱(3/6)

“唉……亦客大神，看来今晚你不来了，我下了……晚安，祝你开心快乐……”
                                                                                                                                                                她竟然叫我大神，可惜我不会跳大神。
                                                                                                                                                                我仍旧没有回复，直勾勾地盯住电脑屏幕，看着浮生若梦的头像变成了灰色，又发了半天怔，才关机上床。
                                                                                                                                                                躺在黑漆漆无边夜色笼罩的小床上，听着远处传来火车进站的汽笛长鸣声，我无法入眠，感到自己仿佛正站在孤独的站台，在寂寞地等待……
                                                                                                                                                                记得有人说过，能耐得住寂寞的人，肯定是有思想的人；能忍受孤独的人，肯定是有理想的人。
                                                                                                                                                                那么，此刻孤独寂寞的我有思想有理想吗？
                                                                                                                                                                此后的几个夜晚，我一直都没有现身，一直龟缩在阴暗的角落里注视着在线等待我出现的浮生若梦默不作声，默默仔细地看着她的一举一动，品味着她此时的心情和心态。
                                                                                                                                                                而浮生若梦似乎也极有耐心，每晚都会来，都会在那里自言自语一阵子，和我说上一会话，只是得不到回答。
                                                                                                                                                                我越来越感到浮生若梦对虚拟世界的这个亦客与日俱增的好感还有无处不在的默契。
                                                                                                                                                                我缺乏足够的勇气和胆量出现，我对现实中的秋桐感到很发怵。
                                                                                                    

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