第十六章草原深处美丽的家(2/6)

美的嘴唇和灿烂笑容的脸庞，我心里涌起想吻一下她那嘴唇的冲动，但是，随即，我就控制住了自己的欲望。
                                                                                                                                                                看完喷泉表演，我们直奔星海火车站，登上了星海始发到通辽的T2613次火车，高价买了黑心小贩卖的两个小马扎，坐在了两节火车厢之间的过道里，在污浊的空气中，和云朵互相依偎在一起，开始了午夜里的长途奔袭，直奔那北方遥远的茫茫草原。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                这时，我努力将秋桐连同浮生若梦从我的心海里排遣出去，我开始尝试让自己遗忘，虽然这很难。
                                                                                                                                                                我决心在这个假期里好好陪陪云朵，这是我最后和她一起的机会了，一想到假期后我的离开会对她造成的打击，我就惨不忍想。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                好女人是不应该受到伤害的，我始终这样认为。
                                                                                                                                                                夜深了，云朵困倦了，趴在我的膝盖上熟睡了。
                                                                                                                                                                我毫无困意，睁大眼睛看着车窗外无边的黑夜，听着列车有节奏的“咔嚓”声音，点燃一支香烟，轻吸几口，然后看着一缕青烟在我的眼前弥漫开来，然后想着我那没有航标的岁月长河，想着我那未知的流浪明天和人生的慢慢征程，还有我记忆里刻骨铭心的冬儿，还有眼前纯洁善良的云朵姑娘，还有那现实中美女秋桐和虚拟世界里听着《孤儿泪》的浮生若梦……
                                                 

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