第一百四十四章一点点渗入(1/8)

夜更加的深，我依旧无法入睡。
                                                                                                                                                                下床站到窗台边打开窗户，遥看那无尽的夜空，任凭寒风多么凛冽的袭击，身体也没有什么感觉，而思绪却像风一样吹过脑海。
                                                                                                                                                                空空的黑夜里，我无法入睡，那沉默的空气伴随着冰冷的地板让寂寞的我倍感孤独。孤独一点点渗入心里，感觉直入骨髓。
                                                                                                                                                                那些寂寞和孤独的感觉是说不出来，只有一个人真正感受到才能体会，那种感觉只有自已跟自已说。在外面的灯光照映之中，我看到了自已的影子——一个黑沉沉的影子、一个孤独的身影，一个会在深夜无语的人的背影。
                                                                                                                                                                那影子像个游魂，像个精灵，那样的无助无奈，在空空的夜里游荡……
                                                                                                                                                                点燃一颗烟，我在烟雾中品尝着我支离破碎的人生。
                                                                                                                                                                烟雾中我看到了我的内心，我知道我被这一份刻骨铭心的情感所困，但是我又走不出来。
                                                                                                                                                                我在无边无尽的思绪中不断地回忆着和她在虚幻和现实里的过去，我把自已的内心慢慢的撕开，感受着那一种撕心裂肉的痛苦，痛得我无法呼吸，那种痛让我无法言语……
                                                                                                                                                                夜孤寂，我亦孤寂。
                                                                                                                                                                第二天，是年30，明天就是春节了。
                                                                                               

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