第一百八十九章蛋疼的纠葛(2/8)

意把她当做一个亲人，当做一个小妹妹来疼爱。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                虽然我已经知道冬儿不再属于我，但是，我绝望痛楚的心里却依旧难以忘怀那刻骨铭心的初恋，那往昔难忘的岁月经常还会在我的梦里和脑海里闪现。
                                                                                                                                                                每当想起冬儿，我的心依旧还会痛，时光和现实并没有泯灭我内心里那深深的印迹。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                想起这些，想起海珠对我的真情，我的心里又不由会感到愧疚，觉得自己对不住海珠。
                                                                                                                                                                我想过，从现实的和长远的角度考虑，海珠无疑和我是合适的，但是，我想走进海珠却又被无形的心结阻挠着，我想放开自己却又被深深的矛盾束缚着，我觉得自己在一张无形的网里正在愈陷愈深，几欲不能自拔……
                                                                                                                                                                在蛋疼的纠葛和忙碌的工作中间，我浑浑噩噩地让自己麻木地生活着。
                                                                                                                                                                周末的下午，我想放松下自己的大脑，边琢磨着那方案的事情边跑步转悠到了海边。
                                                                                                                                                                冬末的阳光斜斜地照射着蔚蓝色的大海，海风轻抚着我的

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