第四百六十二章小女人(3/8)

                                                                                                                   既然现实是如此，那么，在这个虚拟的世界里，我必须要为她保留最后的一份安慰和幻想，这是她唯一的精神家园，这是她苦难灵魂空间里的最后支柱，我不能眼睁睁看着她的精神生命堕入毁灭的深渊。即使我觉得这样做对不住海珠，即使我心里有一份罪恶和歉疚感，即使我不能在现实里给予她任何东西……
                                                                                                                                                                此时，我蓦然意识到秋桐在我的心底埋藏地有多深，根基扎地有多牢固。
                                                                                                                                                                我心里突然掠过阵阵恐慌，还有对海珠深深的不安和愧疚，我不由问自己，我已经发誓已经决定要好好去爱海珠，为什么却仍然将她深深地植入心底……
                                                                                                                                                                我的大脑有些眩晕，心里有些发狂，内心巨大的矛盾和纠葛让我的神经几乎要崩溃，我咬紧压根，不由狠狠地挥起拳头重重打了一下自己的脑袋——
                                                                                                                                                                “喂——易大师，你怎么了？”正在这时，秋桐推门走了进来，见状惊愕地看着我。
                                                                                                                                                                我一看秋桐，忙镇静下来，做出如无其事的样子，冲她一笑：“没怎么啊？我刚才在运气练内功呢，想试试练到几层了。”
                                                                                                                                                                “哦……还有这样练功的，没见过，不懂这个……”秋桐摇摇头，用不解的目光看着我：“我还以为你要自残呢，吓了我一跳。”
                                                                                                                                                                “你自然是不懂的，我练的是独门自创的内功。”我煞有介事地说：“怎么样？你要不要学学？”
                                                                                                                                                                “我？”秋桐笑起来，忙摆手：“算了吧，我可不敢……大师到是大师啊，练功都和别人不同。”
                          

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