第三集第三章李玉姿(9/14)

                                                                                                                                     我知道她内心的悲伤，小时候经历的那种痛苦我刻骨铭心。车缓缓地进了村，来到我的门前。
                                                                                                                                                                周围已经聚了很多的人，叹息声一片。确实，在他们的眼中，春水村就出九舅这么一个大能人。
                                                                                                                                                                葬礼举行得很隆重，由村委出钱，成立一个制殡委员会专门负责。我只是戴着大孝，以长子的身分跪在灵前，答谢来人的吊唁。
                                                                                                                                                                杏儿已经通知到了，但赶不回来。我跪在灵前，先前压抑的情绪纷纷涌了出来。
                                                                                                                                                                九舅的死对我的触动很大。武功并不是万能的，人的力量再强，毕竟无法与自然抗衡，如果我的功夫再厉害一点，能不能把九舅救活呢？答案是：不可能。
                                                                                                                                                                这可能就是无奈吧，这种无奈我小时候体会过。那种无力感激励着我拼命的练功，拼命的学习，拼命的充实自己。
                                                                                                                                                                我以为自己已经很强大，能够抵抗上天强加到我头上的命运，现在我才发现这种想法是多么的可笑。我垂着头，呆呆的看着地上各式各样的鞋走进来走出去，心中仍想着九舅在我奔跑时醒过来的眼神，那种对生命的留恋与渴望。
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           那时，让我替他去死，我都愿意。我深深的自责，为什么在他活着时跟他作对，没有给他一点温情，直到他死了，我才发现自己原来那么在乎他。
                                                                                                

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