第四百四十九章(3/6)

                                                                                                                           他沉默了片刻，用有些嘶哑的声音说：“可我……真的不知道该怎么办。”
                                                                                                                                                                “金琳也找不出办法吗？”她的手突然开始用力，指肚被竹签顶出了一个泛白的凹坑。
                                                                                                                                                                “找不出……”他颓然答道，面色苍白，几乎没了血色。
                                                                                                                                                                “真遗憾，”她小声说着，拿开竹签上的手指，然后，把那只手垂到了桌下，“我还以为，我……有机会不去留学了呢。”
                                                                                                                                                                他搓了搓自己发紧的面颊，低沉地说：“晓涵，你还是走吧，去国外，去天涯海角，去随便什么绝对见不到我的地方。”
                                                                                                                                                                “那样能解脱吗？”
                                                                                                                                                                “我不知道，但至少……你能平安无事。”他抓紧发根，头皮仿佛都要被扯起来，“我感觉我身边就快变成一个旋涡，一个一个都要被卷进来，扯进去，下沉，搅碎，消失。我劝不动别人，只有你有决心离开。”
                                                                                                                                                                “所以，你是担心我也成为漩涡的一部分对吗？”
                                                                                                                                                                赵涛楞了一下，抬起头，他这才意识到，孟晓涵似乎显得过于平静了，从他说不需要她再来代课起，她的眼神就变得有了一些微妙的变化。
                                                                                                                                                                她……是

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