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发生那件事之后，汪健碧一再向我道歉，我也觉得自己有些过分，就辞掉了那份工作，跟他很快和好了。然而，他的性功能似乎一天比一天衰退，我只有趁他不在时手淫聊以止渴。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                天渐渐地冷了，汪健碧却仍然没有找到工作，我却懒懒的，也不太想找工作了。汪健碧本来就没有什么积蓄，我从家里带来的几千块钱也花得差不多了，我们遇到了前所未有的睏境。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                我捨不得剪掉长发，因此要经常洗头的，但是我们穷的洗发水都买不起了，我只好用肥皂洗头。更要命的是，汪健碧患了一种怪病，先是咳嗽吐黑痰，接著就是吐血了。我要他去医院去看看，他挣扎著说没事，可是身体一天比一天虚弱，我们只好回家了。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                回到家的那个冬天，我的日子很不好过。汪健碧在治病，自然无法跟我做那种事情，哥哥又趁虚而入，一次又一次地奸淫著我的肉体。尽管能让我很欢愉，但是罪恶感与日俱增。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                那个冬天的夜晚，我经常接到不明电话，经常在深夜电话来了，等我去接，那边却一个字也不说，等我挂掉。我猜到可能是孙雁南，也许他仅仅是想听听我的声音呢，我内心升起了对他的强烈负疚。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                          

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