第三章都是冲动惹的祸(4/4)

          正想要放弃的时候，房东太太听我说是从南部上来求学的，又是自立更生，特别优待我分期慢还，又更我说了好一阵子话，着实亲热，好象把我当她的儿子一样，我也得到了一些母爱的感觉。                                                                                                                                                                我回到家中，收拾好自己的行李后，对姐姐的房门看了一会儿，心中确实不舍，但一想到我的所作所为，又不知如何面对，只好逃避了，留了一张纸条：                                                                                                                                                                ‘两位姐姐：多承你们照顾多时，我也该独立自主了，实在不忍心舍你们而去，但男女同住诸多不便，所以选择离去。                                                                                                                                                                我房子和工作也找好了，一切都很顺利，勿以为念。                                                                                                                                                                百事可乐                                                                                                                                                                弟’                                                                                                                                                                我就这样踏上自己的路吗？还是会活不下去厚着脸皮回来求救？                                                                                                                                                                （完）