番外真命天狗07(4/4)

                                                                      谢竹竹回头，便看到上官照的车还兀自停在方才的地方，驾驶座上影影绰绰地有个人影。她突然有点走不动了。
                                                                                                                                                                刚才听了上官嫣说的那些话，又看到白惨惨的日光里他一个人孤单单坐在车里，她发现其实他挺孤单的。在他身边的人都拿著自己的标准和人生观往他身上套，还要求他回馈满意的答复。
                                                                                                                                                                谢竹竹心里的难过淤积得快要炸开了：一个不自由的人，才会特别执著地将能让自己获取自由感觉的事物安放和保存，比如模型，比如电影。那个宽大的房间里的一切东西，都是上官照仅剩的珍贵自由。
                                                                                                                                                                他以前是怎么过的？他以后还会这样过下去吗？谢竹竹站在食堂门口的树荫下远远地看他。顾君在树下掏出手机跟顾星川发短信。
                                                                                                                                                                午后的K大一片静谧。直到额上浮出一层薄汗、脚步有些虚浮，谢竹竹才拉了顾君转身走回去。
                                                                                                                                                                上官照依旧坐在车里，无声无息，她不知道他是否也在远远望自己。