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                                                                                               小七是我大学时的恋人，同班同学。在我研究生毕业时却告诉我，她要嫁人了，老公是代勇。
                                                                                                                                                                代勇也是我的同学，是我在大学里的兄弟。本科毕业后去了中国建设银行。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                上帝用狼牙棒狠狠敲了一下我的脑袋，我真傻了！这是怎么回事，我不明白！两年过去了，现在我一样还是想不明白！我拒绝了他们在北京为我联系好的单位。那是多少人都梦寐以求的，但我拒绝了。
                                                                                                                                                                我觉得那是他们内心过不去，想给我做点补偿。而能找到这样的国家部委的工作单位，离不开他们的父辈——现在正位高权重的人。
                                                                                                                                                                我背起行囊孤零零踏上了南下的路途，离开曾以为荣的北京。两年了。
                                                                                                                                                                小七跟代勇不时会给我来个电话，问候我的情况。对过去的事情，谁都小心翼翼，深怕一不留神又揭了伤疤。
                                                                                                                                                                其实我已经原谅了他们。我不明白的是，他们是怎么好上的，而又处得我毫无知觉？我一直认为原因出在我身上，男人就是这样，感情好了，就懒得再继续用心经营——当年小七或许就因为这样离开了我。
                                                                                                                                                                但这只是我自己分析给自己知道罢了。曾经爱得深，伤得痛。

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