第六章=再次相遇(7/8)

                                                                                                                                                             更何况我现在已非常的爱她，不能没有她，更不想伤害她。
                                                                                                                                                                这种事如果她没有发生过，顶多会嗤笑我的小心眼，但万一她曾经有过呢？ 则我和她必然会有某种程度的裂痕及代沟，而永远无法彼此心中坦然面对了。
                                                                                                                                                                于是这种赌注我自始至终都未玩过。
                                                                                                                                                                我躺在床上辗转反侧之际，最后还是想通了： “算了，反正我要的是现在她一心一意地爱我，婚后全心照顾我，管她是不是处子，管她过去如何… ”
                                                                                                                                                                这时我躺在床上，口头上这样说着。
                                                                                                                                                                “… 说完全不在意是骗人的… ”
                                                                                                                                                                我的念头一转。
                                                                                                                                                                “… 啊… 不要再去想这种无聊事了… ”
                                                                                                                                                                我用枕头盖住我的头，狠狠地骂我我自己一句。
                                                                                                                                                                然而无由地有种失落感，萦绕我心扉，久久不去。
                                                                          

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