第四十九章纠缠(3/6)

学后看见的淳二身影。
                                                                                                                                                                两个人非常愉快的身影……那是直到前些时候自己还置身在的体验……每次回想起和淳二相处的甜美时光，一股苦闷似的寂寞感就堵在绫的心口。现在的淳二已经不再爱自己了……绫的心慢慢的坠落到深深的黑暗深渊中。
                                                                                                                                                                「我……算…算…什么呢……」自己的幸福已经全部丧失，绫的心中有这样的感觉，然后一种现在的自己已经是一点价值也没有了的颓丧支配着自己。另一方面在那小岛所发生的事……被敦玷污的事情……和那两个幸福人的甜蜜光景成强烈对比的自己。
                                                                                                                                                                自己感到慢慢的堕落。「……不……不要……」猛烈的虚无和厌恶下，绫的思考停止了。
                                                                                                                                                                夏天的午后房间中一遍的宁静，两个人间奇妙的沉默流通着。＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊「……那……」切断的沉默，敦一面说着一面手放在绫的肩膀上。
                                                                                                                                                                手的感触是那样的柔软。绫的身体轻微的抖动着，想必是受到敦的举动使身体有了紧张。
                                                                                                                                                                但是……绫却没有要推开那双手，也没有要逃离的企图，绫现在的身体是连动的力气也没有办法产生。对于绫的这种态度，敦是感到了相当的意外。
                                                                                                                                                                绫没有任何的反抗让敦得寸进尺。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                「你知道吗……」「……」绫依旧是低着头。绫温训的态度让敦心中的安心感慢慢的扩散，终于敦向绫提出心中最在意的问题。
          

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