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的抗拒着敦，但绫慢慢的感触到敦的声音和身体，觉得好像从遥远的地方传来一样。当身体受到敦的挑逗时，绫竟有了已经从现实抽离的感觉。
                                                                                                                                                                被背叛了，被抛弃了的自己……涌上心头的寂寞感和孤独感让绫的心悲鸣着。「不要啊……不要啊……」敦独语的话在脑袋中回荡着。
                                                                                                                                                                ……一定要……这三个字在绫的心中形成漩涡，来回急速的奔腾着。被抛弃的自己……被需求的自己……到底自己该怎么办才好呢？绫渐渐的已经分不清什么是真什么是假。
                                                                                                                                                                无力感，孤独感和非现实感……这些感觉开始慢慢转化成绝望，在绫的心中扩散着。持续抗拒的绫口中终于泄出小小的自弃。
                                                                                                                                                                「……算了……」同时绫的抗拒迅速的减弱。注意到这变化，敦停下动作凝视着绫，只听见绫的口中发出孤独的苦闷，这时听来有些悲凉。
                                                                                                                                                                「已经……想……忘了……」泪水溢出来，从眼眶流下。自己现在算什么呢？绫已经不能了解。
                                                                                                                                                                内心中所想的，眼睛所看见的，绝望的绫一口气的从嘴巴里抛出自暴自弃的话语。听见绫像似呻吟的话语，敦慢慢的跟绫说：「我，非常需要……小绫……」再度紧紧搂抱住不再反抗的绫，敦在她的耳朵边是这样轻声的说着。
                                                                                                                                                                身体再度的被更用力的搂抱住，这感触慢慢在绫的心中扩散着。被谁支撑的的感触……被谁需求着的感触……身心感到强大的安全感。
                                                                                                                                                                总之不知为什么，刚刚所感受到的厌恶一下子就消失不见。「嗯嗯……小绫……」敦还继续在绫的耳朵边说着。
                                                                                                                

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