第十章王熙凤菊门初迎客．李遗孀心事谁人知(6/6)

                                                                                                         这几日当着外人面装作无事一般，却又极力避免和贾兰单独相处。每每晚间自己一人，脑子里又时常浮现起那日之事，不觉胸口如小兔蹦跳，不得安宁。
                                                                                                                                                                唯有每日咏经念佛是想求个清静，无奈抽刀断水水更流，心事反而一天天的更加重了起来。贾兰亦是如此，见母亲在别人面前强颜欢笑，却总是有意回避自己，也不再如往日一般对自己关心呵护，心里真是说不出的后悔。
                                                                                                                                                                但心中也挥之不去那夜母亲在自己体下的媚态，只能每夜夜深人静的时候用手安慰一下自己勃起的下身。久而久之竟然荒废了学业，天天精神恍惚，人也日渐消瘦了下去。
                                                                                                                                                                李纨随刻意回避贾兰，但是毕竟是做母亲的，儿子的变化怎么能没有察觉？见贾兰如此，自是悔恨自己不该如此轻浮，却也不知道如何是好。那日晚间，已是夜深人静，贾府中上上下下的人都已经睡下了。
                                                                                                                                                                李纨又是在梦中得以与贾兰交媾。醒后一摸，下身裘裤已经湿了少许。
                                                                                                                                                                李纨真是又羞又恼，心道：“你个下作的娼妇，成天没理由的做这些绮梦，还是和自己的亲生骨肉，真是下贱得很。”一面擦拭，一面又有快感传来。李纨忙收回心念，起身自己去倒茶。
                                                                                                                                                                却听见贾兰屋里传来阵阵声响，夹杂呻吟之声。“必是兰儿病了不成？这孩子这些日子呆头呆脑，茶不思饭不想的，定是那日的心火积在心里。
                                                                                                                                                                若真是病了可了不得了，那颗真是我的罪孽了。”李纨想着，便朝贾兰屋里走去。