第十二章同眠(2/4)

                                                                                  我不能放你走。”“你可以锁着我的身体，不能锁着我的心。所以我不能嫁给你。”“难道，你真的一点儿也不爱我？”我站起来，面对面的质问她。
                                                                                                                                                                “主人！你可以命令我。你命令我说什么，我就说什么。
                                                                                                                                                                但是，我……我是不能爱你。”她木然的回答。这一脚，我踩空了，跌下万丈深渊。
                                                                                                                                                                眼泪夺眶而出，就是为了这个硬心肠的女人。当年，她出走，我哭了三天三夜。
                                                                                                                                                                老头子说，不要哭，男儿汉，流血不流泪。于是，我再没有流过泪，就算老头子死时，我也不曾洒下一滴泪。
                                                                                                                                                                强忍着泪，不能让母老虎看见我这个样子。我把自己关在房里，捶胸、嚎啕大哭。
                                                                                                                                                                你这失败者！彻头彻尾的失败了。一厢情愿，自作多情。
                                                                                                                                                                纵使你为她做了几多，女人，母老虎和所有的女人一样，都是寡情薄幸的，你终于看清楚女人的面目了。大傻瓜！你早就该明白了！泪流干了，独自沉思，不觉夜色低沉。
                                                                                                                                                                母老虎穿上一条绣上蝴蝶的肉色小三角裤，上来为我烧饭。她做的菜很好，但我没胃口，一口饭也咽不下。
                                                                                                                                                                她也没精打采，整晚垂下头来。她收拾这、清理那，在我眼前来来去去，我装作视而不见

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