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                                                                                                  皮肤却很好，比很多化妆保养的同龄大妈好太多。看到妈妈在客厅打电话，想必应该是要去了吧。
                                                                                                                                                                挂完电话，妈妈就对我说，叫我自己出去吃吧。我说好的，谁叫我活那么多，连米怎样洗着煮都不会，只能到外头吃。
                                                                                                                                                                妈妈说完，拿起包就出门了。妈妈平时不在房间，绝不会锁上自己房间门。
                                                                                                                                                                我进去，打开电脑屏幕，还好妈妈没开电脑。我算放心了，刚才那么厌恶感好像已经消失了，因为这时候又在回味是刚才。
                                                                                                                                                                我并不遗憾自己这样做，毕竟我太想太想看到妈妈的身体，能不能到达那一步先不说，至少是满足了我第一点。
                                                                                                                                                                这个不算我的计划，这只能说是我一时性起所为。计划还是得有，但是有犹豫不决。
                                                                                                                                                                因为我的计划里，毕竟有一个我毫不在乎，又能信任他的人。而且这个人还不能是认识的，也不能是有机会认识的人。
                                                                                                                                                                所以说难找，犹豫的原因是我不知道能不能信任我那网友大哥。就算信任了，人家肯不肯帮忙又是另一回事。