第八章相思成灾(2/17)

饭桌上的我心中苦闷，苦口婆心地说道。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                不久之后，在严先生的安排下，我之前被注销的水师学堂学籍被恢复。我回到了水师学堂，直接插班升入学生在战中折损大半的高年级继续学业。
                                                                                                                                                                或许是见我始终放不下燕儿闷闷不乐，在我重新开始在水师学堂上课后，父母开始试着撮合佟婉如和我。对于这个提议，一开始我和佟婉如都感觉荒唐可笑。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                不过随着父母郑重其事地和我还有佟婉如分别促膝长谈了几次以后，我和她都感觉这事儿变得认真严肃了起来，看彼此的眼神也开始变得有些不一样了。一天傍晚，我的父亲让我饭后陪着他到天津南运河边散步。
                                                                                                                                                                盯着碧波荡漾的河面，父亲惆怅万分地感慨道：“鲲儿，父亲当然知道燕儿是个好姑娘，也是你心中所爱。我和你母亲也很喜欢她。
                                                                                                                                                                只可惜她同你有缘无分，现在纵然你念念不忘也无法改变此事了。大丈夫何患无妻，为父希望你能放下心结，不要再终日郁郁寡欢。
                                                                                                                                                                父亲顿了顿，看我面无表情，继续说道：“你一个人在北方，身边没有个女人照顾终是不成，也不利于你专注于学业和未来的事业。黄家就剩你一根独苗，父亲母亲都已经老了……都希望早日能抱上孙子。
                                                            

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