第四章顿悟(1/5)

忽然因为陶醉而缺乏意识的脑中一阵婴儿的哭声响起，像闪电一样从我脑中划过，然后完全驱逐掉所有的快感。紧接着太太半裸露的身躯抱着儿子喂奶的情形浮现，眼神哀怨地转过头来凝视着我，泪光闪烁地似乎像是责备我不应该背叛她们母子两人。
                                                                                                                                                                我开始心虚起来，就在她的湿润处抵达我的尖端时，制止进一步的行动，完完全全地失去性趣。我推开她坐起身子，大口地喘息着，我乍然明白这是一时的迷情，我对太太的感情还是没变。
                                                                                                                                                                我完全是因为想报复太太的冷漠和赌气来这儿。可是一旦被太太发现的话，自小被宠惯的她不知会做出什么可怕的事。
                                                                                                                                                                我的天，我还是爱我的太太的。女服务生在一旁直盯着我看，不太清楚为何我在一般客人最期待的时候停止。
                                                                                                                                                                “怎么？难道你不喜欢我吗？”女服务生的口气十分沮丧。“人家好不容易有了想和他做爱的对象，却… ”“对不起，事情不是你想的那样… 我只是… ”
                                                                                                                                                                同时，我脑中不断地浮起太太的指责，生气的面容，哭泣的身影，想像中用力挥下的巴掌火热地印在我的脸颊上。她有点怜悯地看着我，用手抚摸着我的脸颊，试图安慰我。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                眼前的她竟然变成太太。这时我心里防线完全崩溃，像一个无助的小孩，不停地发抖着。
                                                                                                                                                                越想越害怕我嫖妓的事被太太知道。只有将这一些荒谬的事情立刻结束掉，我的心才

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