第五章女儿的伤痛(1/7)

自从敏儿提出要跟我“蜜月旅行”。我灵魂的深处就触动了。
                                                                                                                                                                平凡的生活有了个期待，每天看日历，倒数着，并忆幻出一幕又一幕似曾有过的情景。在加勒比海某小岛的海滩上，椰林棕树婆娑之上，浮现出一对相伴相偕的影子。
                                                                                                                                                                我牵着敏儿的手，印下两行足印。我们凝立交抱，倾身扶持，或俯仰相吻，并肩偎傍。
                                                                                                                                                                我和女儿成为爱侣，摆脱人世间一切世俗的缠扰，去倾饮爱情的甘浆。我必须承认那是爱情，一个男人和对他所爱的女人的恋慕。
                                                                                                                                                                那种曾经有过的经验，如果爱情真的能让人的感情赤裸裸的自由，那么现在发生在敏儿和我之间的大小事情，都会叫我忐忑不安。因为我对敏儿拿的是什么主意还是摸不透。
                                                                                                                                                                我愿意做她的一只救生圈，在她最孤单寂寞时的临时抱紧着。但我，我自己的把握呢？出发去旅行前的忙碌，并不干扰我的胡思乱想。
                                                                                                                                                                另一种考验等待着我。为了放一个长的年假，必须每天加班完成案头的工作，再加上一些年晚的应酬，忙上加忙。
                                                                                                                                                                我告诉她出门前会很忙，和忙些什么。她说，她谅解。
                                                                                                                                                                她会趁我忙着打点去旅行的事，办年货，和私人的事。就是她那些私人的事令我心绪不宁。
                                                                                                                                                                一个夜深的时分，她仍未回家，我尝试不干涉她的生活但也按捺不住打电话给她。
                              

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