第四章愿意为你(4/18)

                                                                                                             风呢？还在，怎么不那么阴冷了？                                                                                                                                                                雨哪去了？破庙呢？倒了？                                                                                                                                                                我又怎么了？                                                                                                                                                                我面前站的是谁？那夜一般的青衫，那惊诧的眼睛，那还残留着娇羞和窘迫的无双面颊，落在脚边的剑，清冷如水。                                                                                                                                                                那个叫莫愁的小姑娘呢？陆展元和何沅芷呢？                                                                                                                                                                我又回来了，是我梦中的姑娘，她现在是一个把我抓得死死的男人。能在见到她，太好了。                                                                                                                                                                “喜欢。”                                                                                                                                                                这话是从我嘴里说出来的，我不知道自己的声音可以这样的低沉而坚决的。原来表达自己内心的时候，是需要很大的勇气的，力量花在了决定上，那么声音就低沉了。                                                                                                                                                                真的是需要好大的勇气的，他站在我的面前，站在我的心里有好久了，他青衫飘飘，风华绝代，要命的是一个翩翩佳公子。我呢？我想他好久了，要命的是我是一个……也是一个男人。                                                                                                                                                                我知道这话说出来是一件惊世骇俗的事情。男人喜欢男人，不是做梦吧？可我有什么办法？我喜欢了，我又不愿意欺骗我自己，我在思念他，我无数次的渴望得到他的吻，得到他的抚摸，同时，我无数次地想触摸他的身体，想……我不能骗自己，我也不能欺骗他，我告诉他，会怎么样？他拒绝我怎么办？我不知道有没有别人可以来替代

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