第十章春(1/19)

一阵沉重的闷雷在耳边响起，整个破庙被照得那瞬间很亮，我觉得一股很冷的风夹带着斜飞过来的雨滴扫在了我的脸上。                                                                                                                                                                刚才，我的脑袋里出现的东西到底是真的，还是假的？我说不清楚。不过我宁愿那是真的在我身边发生过的事情，过往的年华似水，激情如火，美人如玉，那多好！我那个时候还年轻，还不知道除了我的心之外还有冷酷的心脏在我的身边跳动。                                                                                                                                                                是么？记忆中的一切好象是一段旖旎的奇遇呢，我怎么会突然想到了冷酷？看来最近的脑子实在是乱得够戗了。                                                                                                                                                                我伸手在脸上抹了一下，似乎想把内心那些乱七八糟的思绪也伴着雨滴抹掉，不知道能不能办到。                                                                                                                                                                其实是很难抹掉的，我知道自己的心还在玩命地追寻着。那个在我心里的人的故事仅仅才开了个头，后面是什么样的呢？我知道我是知道的，我现在想不起来仅仅是因为我的脑子不大好使的缘故。                                                                                                                                                                可能是上了点年纪的人都愿意回忆自己过往的时光吧？我喜欢想一下。                                                                                                                                                                可为什么我好象在有意地躲避呢？我好象是在有意地把自己的思绪打断，而不是因为那声很响的雷。                                                                                                                                                                我为什么要强行把自己的回忆打断？实在是有点弄不明白了。难道那是一道不能愈合的伤？                                                                                                                                                                会是伤么？那些时光是那么的好。回忆的时候，我不仅仅得到了快感，内心还有一丝甜丝丝的东西升起来了，我好象是在笑呢。                                                                                                                                                                笑？是啊，我都已经有点想不起来上次发自内心地去笑是什么时候了。现在，我的确是笑了。（看精彩成人小说上《

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