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Mynameising,a17-year-oldgirl.Idon''''tlookspeciatallfromirlsofthesameage.Igetupearlytogotoschool,listentocssescarefully,gofoolingaroundwithmycssmatesaftercss,andgohometotinuebeingsilly.ButeventhoughI''''mstillunderage,mysexualdesirehasalreadyexceededwhatitshouldbefe.I''''madolddict.IliketodressupasabeautifundlovelyBarbiedoll,aonthedisguiseandsitonthefloortopytheroleofthedoll.Iwillforcemyselfnottomovewhilepyingtheroleofthedoll.Sometimes,ioihedegreeofhumiliation,IwillsogivemyselfPutonamouthball,putavibratorinyina,andyou''''tmoveevenifyasmandsquirt,whatisthisbutapervert?Whocallsmeaqualifieddoll?
Becauseofmyquirks,Ioftendothingsalone,andIdon’tdaretohaveaboyfriend,forfearthatmyboyfriendwillknowthatIamsuchapervertandabandonme.Everynightaftermyparentsfalsleep,itisthehappiesttimeofmyday.Ourhouseisatwo-storyhouse.Iliveonthesedfloorandmyparentsliveonthefirstfloor.Sotheydon’tgouptothesedflooraftertheygotobedatnight.AslongasIdon’tmaketoomuoise,theywon’tdisturbme.Fortunately,Iyingtheroleofadoll,andthedollcouldn''''tspeakormove,soitwasveryquiet.Intheevening,afterfirmingthatitissafe,IgotomyroomjustincaseofanemergendputohesIhavearrangedfortheday.IwritedownthedollshapesandclothesIwanttopyeachdayonthedar.Thiswaytherewillbenodifficultyinchoosing.Afterputtingiton,Iwillsetanarmcloyself.Atimeperiodisonehour.Duringthishour,Imustmaintainmypostureandovehalfastep.AslongasIactallymove,Iwillwheimeisover.WhenIpunishmyself,Imostlykneeldown.Ialsohaveaboish,andsometimesItrytotiemyselfupforanhour,oftenuntilIclimax.Butafteralongtime,pretendingtobeadollseemedabitb.IoftenimagihatIwasamannequininthewindow,standingiransparentwindow,weariifulclothesanddispyingittotheereamofpeopleontheroad.Orfantasizeaboutbeingasiliedoll,beihatwillbyitsowner.ButIdidn’tdaretotelnyoneaboutmyquirks.IwasafraidIwouldbeexcludedandisoted,soIhadtopyalone.
OnedaywhenIyingadatingapp,Imatchedwithastrangeperson.Assoonashecameup,heaskedme
"Sister,whatareyourhobbies?"
Iwasalittlehesitant.Iwasafraidthatsh
Becauseofmyquirks,Ioftendothingsalone,andIdon’tdaretohaveaboyfriend,forfearthatmyboyfriendwillknowthatIamsuchapervertandabandonme.Everynightaftermyparentsfalsleep,itisthehappiesttimeofmyday.Ourhouseisatwo-storyhouse.Iliveonthesedfloorandmyparentsliveonthefirstfloor.Sotheydon’tgouptothesedflooraftertheygotobedatnight.AslongasIdon’tmaketoomuoise,theywon’tdisturbme.Fortunately,Iyingtheroleofadoll,andthedollcouldn''''tspeakormove,soitwasveryquiet.Intheevening,afterfirmingthatitissafe,IgotomyroomjustincaseofanemergendputohesIhavearrangedfortheday.IwritedownthedollshapesandclothesIwanttopyeachdayonthedar.Thiswaytherewillbenodifficultyinchoosing.Afterputtingiton,Iwillsetanarmcloyself.Atimeperiodisonehour.Duringthishour,Imustmaintainmypostureandovehalfastep.AslongasIactallymove,Iwillwheimeisover.WhenIpunishmyself,Imostlykneeldown.Ialsohaveaboish,andsometimesItrytotiemyselfupforanhour,oftenuntilIclimax.Butafteralongtime,pretendingtobeadollseemedabitb.IoftenimagihatIwasamannequininthewindow,standingiransparentwindow,weariifulclothesanddispyingittotheereamofpeopleontheroad.Orfantasizeaboutbeingasiliedoll,beihatwillbyitsowner.ButIdidn’tdaretotelnyoneaboutmyquirks.IwasafraidIwouldbeexcludedandisoted,soIhadtopyalone.
OnedaywhenIyingadatingapp,Imatchedwithastrangeperson.Assoonashecameup,heaskedme
"Sister,whatareyourhobbies?"
Iwasalittlehesitant.Iwasafraidthatsh
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