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五指张开，正要摸下去的当口，妈妈哭泣的脸庞却突然在我的脑中浮现。
                                                                                                                                                                “浩浩…妈在这个世上就只剩你了阿…你忍心丢下妈妈吗…你要是留妈妈一个人…妈妈要怎么办”
                                                                                                                                                                唉，那可是自己的妈妈阿…我这么做就等于是丢下她了。
                                                                                                                                                                这种事怎么样都不能做，妈妈已经够可怜了。
                                                                                                                                                                于是我将妈妈的衣服穿好，轻轻的在妈妈俏丽的睡脸上啄了一下，便背转头去睡。
                                                                                                                                                                但是累积了数个月的冲动岂是如此容易摆平的，一想到妈妈美丽的胴体就在身旁，而且身上的香味与体温还不时传了过来，脑中那对美丽的乳房也顽固的不肯离去…
                                                                                                                                                                我只好用力的捶了一下伤口，痛到我都流眼泪的程度，我咬着手背忍着没有叫出来，一方面想到妈妈这副美丽而无防备的肉体，总有一天就要白白送给老龟头了…我想像老龟头肥胖恶心的身躯压着妈妈的画面………我用力的咬着手背，眼泪越流越多。