第七章弑父(1/9)

我以失掉左手中指、无名指、小指三根手指的代价重新获得了自由，劳教所批准我保外就医，未经申请我不得擅自离开故乡的小屯子，小娟陪伴着我一同回到阔别以久的家乡。走进幽静的的小村庄，我却没有一丝回归故里的幸福之感，村民们以异样的目光注视着我们，在我们的背后指手划脚、窃窃私语，我非常清楚在他们嘴里绝对说不出一句好话来，好事不出门，恶事传千里啊。迈进无比熟悉的破草房，我感受不到点滴的家庭温暖。一切都比我当初离家出走时更感压仰，压仰的使人窒息，我决定独自租间房子与小娟单独居住，可是村子里没有一户人家愿意将房子租给我，租给一个叫花子、一个小偷、一个盗窃犯，万般无奈之下，我只好与充满隔赅的父亲、刁钻古怪的继母以及日渐成熟但却极其弱智的同父异母的弟弟拥挤在低矮的、阴暗的、潮湿的破草房里，一铺土炕十分简单地用一块脏乎乎的窗帘布分隔开，我与小娟睡在炕梢，父亲与继母和弟弟睡在炕头。
                                                                                                                                                                “唉，逛了一溜十三招你不是还得回到这个破家吗！”饭桌上，父亲冷嘲热讽地挖苦我道。我无言以对，默默地吞咽着干涩的玉米饼。父亲邪着三角眼不怀好意地瞅了瞅十分局促的小娟：
                                                                                                                                                                “嘿嘿，俗话说得好，不是一家人，不进一家门，什么人找什么啊！”
                                                                                                                                                                “这日子简直没法过啦！……”继母吐着白沫的角挂满肮脏的玉米渣气鼓鼓地说道：
                                                                                                                                                                “本来就吃了上顿没下顿的，这回可倒好，又平添了两张嘴！”
                                                                                                                                                                “放心吧！”我放下饭碗，嗡声嗡气地吼叫道：
                                                                                                                                                                “我和小娟是不会坐在家里吃闲饭的！”
                                                                                                                                                                “不吃闲饭你又能干点什么呢，再出去偷吗？我饿死也不花你偷来的脏钱！”
                                                                                                                                                                父亲挑衅似地说道。
                                

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