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                                                                                                                             在去城里的班车上,虽然我们有时也说话。她却总不跟我坐在一起。我知道她去城里是参加旅游局的培训班,下半年她就要去一个景点上班了。我跑到她们培训的地方找她,她冲冲冲跑下来,见是我,没好声气地说:“你来干嘛?!”我说不出话,感觉自己既无耻又可怜。
                                                                                                                                                                我是想着她的,但少年的性冲动很难控制。她不让我碰,欲望无处排遣,就经常不三不四,对她姐姐妹妹甚至母亲下手。我猜她看出一些来了,对我的态度转为更加冷淡。
                                                                                                                                                                我也想过,姐姐也不错,好好珍惜过日子吧。但是一见她,就守不住了,她的身影,她的眼睛,对我是一股魔力,揉合了欲望和爱念的魔力。
                                                                                                                                                                那怕是她的一片衣角,我都想碰,如果能跟她好好说上两句话,那种幸福感就能持续许多天。一天没见着她,就止不住的恐慌失落:她厌弃这种模糊不清的关系了,她要离开这儿了,她是做得到的。
                                                                                                                                                                如果说她全然对我无情,也不象。她看着我的时候眼睛澈亮澈亮的,是深入灵魂骨髓的眼色。她笑的时候那么美,是从心底里流出来的笑。她静静的时候,那份忧郁是为谁?我们身体偶然碰触的时候,她的身子又为什么颤抖?
                                                                                                                                                                黑夜里,她是我的全部,隔着溪岸,我能感觉她在那间屋里的一举一动。
                                                                                                                                                                小惠,我的魔鬼。一次一次,我希望她有一天能单独来到我的小屋,我定将她爱得发狂!一次一次,深夜里,我睡不着,跑到小桥边,希望遇上她单独出来走的时候,我定将一切向她诉说。可是,在黑暗中,我只象只凄惨的鬼魅。
                                                                                                                                                                我深恨她,我要报复她!
                                                                                                                                

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