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里只叫:“回去吧,离开这个地方!”脚却象钉住了一样,挪不了。靠在廊杆上,眼睛糊成一片,胸中翻滚暄腾,喉间发苦,头象撕裂一样麻痛。
                                                                                                                                                                也曾无数次想象过与小惠的重逢,也并没有期望太多,想象中自己都能风轻云淡、坦然处之,但是今夜―――今夜这样的重逢太令人难以承受!
                                                                                                                                                                小惠―――我恨!恨不起来,心酸酸的、轻飘飘的,没有力气,苟延的是我的呼吸,失魂的是我的躯体。今夜,就这样吧,回去喝酒,什么事情也没有。
                                                                                                                                                                还是动不了步,我象被人钉死在那里。细细的舔着自己的伤口,哪儿最痛,往哪儿戳,自伤自怜象一条受伤流落的狗。
                                                                                                                                                                小惠出来,在厅上,看见走廊上的我,停住了,我的又一股热泪狂涌,那一刻,我敞开自己没有一丝保留,眼泪在我的脸上纵横,看着她,今生今世也不能停止的,看着她。
                                                                                                                                                                没有欲念,只有说不出的痛,和相思。我的表达是用我的躯体和灵魂,还有黑暗中的所有。
                                                                                                                                                                小惠慢慢的走近来,我的心恢复了几下跳跃,待她走过我身旁,凉了下来,还是挤出一点声音:“为什么――是这样?”
                                                                                                                                                                小惠停了停,然后用力摇了摇头,加快了脚步,最后跑起来,进了洗手间。
                                                                                                                                                                我轻一脚重一脚的回到家里。平静的日子破碎了,天空暗无颜色。
                                                                                                                                                                或许,这一切都是我该承受的。年少轻狂的岁月生命中的痛。
      

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