第二十四章(3/12)

                      我看着天花板，心仍然在乱跳着。想着平静下来，可无论如何，秦树和妈妈的身影总是盘桓不去。                                                                                                                                                                我告诉自己我应该想点别的，我开始想小静，回想这几天和小静相处的时光。                                                                                                                                                                如前天晚上在花园里再次和小静接吻，回想那种唇舌之间接触的美妙感觉。                                                                                                                                                                可是才那么一会，李欣的身影又在我脑海里出现，挥之不去。                                                                                                                                                                我感到一种前所未有的压抑，与妈妈还有小静相处的美好时光给我幸福的滋味，但是另一边李欣和秦树却给我带来强烈的冲击，这种冲击带着痛苦，难受，压抑，郁闷。                                                                                                                                                                痛与乐汇聚在一起，它们并不想把我分裂，而像是想一直折磨我，无休无止。                                                                                                                                                                我忽然生出一种感觉，那是脑海里的一道闪电，一闪即逝，却震烁明空。这个感觉就是，我将失去一切。                                                                                                                                                                想到这，我像是被掏空了一样，呆滞地看着漆黑一片的上方。                                                                                                                                                                过了会，我反而平静下来，我是在自己吓自己吧。                                                                                                                                                                第二天上课的时候，中秋节放假的消息在我们旁敲侧击之下，一位任课老师总算给予证实了。我们为之雀跃欢呼。哪个学生不喜欢放假？                                                                                                                                          

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