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                                                                     她抬起眼皮问我：“为什么我命这么苦？为什么？”                                                                                                                                                                她命确实苦。她老公死于心梗，死前毫无征兆。如花哭得死去活来，大病了一场。                                                                                                                                                                我劝她别哭坏了身子、劝她振作起来。我主持的丧事，打理方方面面。                                                                                                                                                                七天后，如花病还没好，小彤单位同事忽然打来电话，说小彤昏倒、让我们去急救中心。                                                                                                                                                                我和如花赶紧拿钱拿钥匙穿外衣，刚要出门，电话铃声又再次炸响，接起来听，还是小彤单位同事，说救护车来了，宣布人已经死了。                                                                                                                                                                验尸报告出来，白纸黑字，死因还是心梗。                                                                                                                                                                如花在床上躺了一个半月，要死不活，心灰意冷。我照料她吃喝拉撒。我劝她这个劝她那个，能想到的我全说了。                                                                                                                                                                等她终于勉强下地，我发现她头发白了一大半。