第十九章(2/2)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             她小声说：“可生孩子毕竟有成就感。”                                                                                                                                                                我明白。毕竟有过、又失去了。她可能想给生活增添色彩。为我，也为她自己。                                                                                                                                                                可是，失去小彤，我和如花都已经撕心裂肺过。                                                                                                                                                                我说：“我不想再伤心。”                                                                                                                                                                她忽然说：“我已经决定了。”                                                                                                                                                                家里出事儿以来，她脾气变了，有时候让我觉得陌生，好像她被附了体。