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，一次一次地满足了那些网友的要求。
                                                                                                                                                                他们都说是为了帮助我有心理需要的快感，其实我也知道他们真的想要的是我妻子而已，但我心里还是答应了。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                每次在妻子不知情的情况下满足了他们的要求，我都有种强烈的羞辱感和负罪感，而且我逐渐发现就是这种羞耻的感觉才是我追求的快感。
                                                                                                                                                                过了一段时间，我在QQ“绝对隐私”的房间里面偶然认识了一个聊友，他42岁，跟我在同一个城市，是个企业的管理层。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                以前我聊天都是刻意回避在同个城市的人，可是这个中年男子好像非常了解我这种人的心态，每次都给我非常强烈的羞耻的快感和刺激。
                                                                                                                                                                经过一段时间的交流，我跟他建立了信任关系，也固定地只和他在网上交流了。
                                                                                                                                                                为了让我放心，他告诉了我他的一切情况，在视频里面我们也见过多次，后来一般都是语音交流。
                                                                                                                                                                他说我是个喜欢心虐和视奸的人，说我只有让自己最心爱的女人，也

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