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，就像害怕又孤独的小孩，受到伤害与折磨只能一个人哭泣，没有人能帮助她。                                                                                                                                                                我是个倔强的人，当时变坏的自己在学校更是从不曾认为自己会错，有错也永远都是别人的错，对方有疑问就更是暴力解决。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           但面对如此害怕的雯雯，我真的后悔到极点，永远都无法原谅自己……                                                                                                                                                                我站起来，也不顾自己下半身还是赤裸的，就将她抱在怀里，尽我所能的安慰她。而雯雯可能是因为她正哭的不能自己，也如同她再度愿意相信我，而愿意让我紧紧抱着。                                                                                                                                                                兄妹之间，真的心灵相连。在这个时刻，我更能感受她所有伤害，她所有害怕，与我所有的罪恶与过错……                                                                                                                                                                如果可以，我愿意代她承受这一切，我愿意让时间倒转，我愿意下地狱永不被饶恕，只求这一切不曾发生过，我妹妹雯雯不需要因为我对她做的这一切而如此害怕……                                                                                                                                                                但我知道，这一切的无法改变，就如同我们在人生路上必须互相依靠，必须彼此扶持。                                                                                                                                                                然后，那一天……再没有什么好说……                                                                                                                                                                我没有再侵犯她，我也没有再伤害她，我所拥有的，只是对这一天的所有回忆，她害怕的眼泪，与我永远的后悔……                                                                                                                                               

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