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                                                              但自那天之后，雯雯都会刻意避着我，恐惧的看着我，如同靠近我，就又会受到伤害，我又会如野兽般侵犯她。或许她没有永远回避我，却以不像以往那么亲密。                                                                                                                                                                我知道，这是我自己造成的，无法弥补与原谅的错误……                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                她记得小时后我骗她玩的游戏，也必永远记得刚刚我对她做的事。                                                                                                                                                                她即将开始发育，她即将成熟，她即将长大，她会有自己的人生，她会有自己的爱情，她将有自己的爱情，与爱她的男人……                                                                                                                                                                或许，她也将因此而永远无法原谅我……                                                                                                                                                                我必将如同她生命中一个永远擦不掉的污点般存在，成为她的恶梦。                                                                                                                                                                当时我一直这样相信，一直如此自责自己，一直希望她能原谅我。                                                                                                                                                                但我也知道，我是个野兽，任由欲火如同地狱烈火般燃烧，没有寻求原谅的资格。                                                                                                                                                                因此我不敢渴求，能再站到天堂光辉下。我只乞愿，地狱的烈火代替她心中的恶梦来燃烧我……   

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