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                                                               不到半分钟，因为暂时不怕被雯雯发现的安心感，所以我的小弟弟开始有反应，渴望更多的刺激与快感。我就从短裤边掏出自己的阴茎，并用手握着开始自慰。                                                                                                                                                                偷偷看着雯雯的背影，我再度幻想着那一晚所有经过，与她躯体的所有感觉。的确是跟阴道的感触无法相比，没有办法完全满足，但当时我没有选择，我终究只有藉此发自己心中的欲望。                                                                                                                                                                脑海中，我一直想象各种她，娇羞的她，开放的她，高潮的她，激情的她，跟我一起步向做爱的高潮地带。但这一切终究是可悲的幻想……                                                                                                                                                                我终于到达最高潮，对着墙壁将我的精液喷射出来，如同我正插在雯雯的阴道内。                                                                                                                                                                射精完后，就又是欲望得到发的空虚与痛苦……                                                                                                                                                                当时，看着墙壁上的精液，我又开始责备自己不应该做这样的事。但我每次都是这样责备自己而已，有几次是真的能就此停止这些行为？                                                                                                                                                                正好那时雯雯也洗好头发站起身来，不像刚才是一直背对我坐着，我再看的话也只是增加被她发现的机会，所以我就赶紧转身，想无声的跑去拿卫生纸回来将墙壁上的精液擦干净再回房。没想到，竟然没有注意到脚边的小扫把而用力踢倒它，并且倒在地上发出大声音。                                                                                                                                                                当时我吓了一跳，看到雯雯她立即转过头看过来后，我才反射性的蹲下。那时我不知道她有没有看到我？我希望她没有看到。但那终究只是希望……接着我只能尽量不发出声音，连奔带跑的向自己房间冲去。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

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