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                                                                                                                                                                                                          当我醒来，发现那是场恶梦，一股无力与悲哀感，立即笼上我心头。                                                                                                                                                                我哭了，因为自己的无能为力，在这个社会集体规范下的渺小与无助。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                曾有过一段好长的时间，我试图分清，在我心中，究竟是爱，或者是欲？                                                                                                                                                                我也渐渐体会，这是很难分清的一件事，或者根本就无法分清。毕竟人类永远是欲望的动物，也是渴望爱人与被爱的动物……                                                                                                                                                                那时我好渴望亲眼看着她，看着她在我面前的身影，留在我身边，如同永远不会离开我。于是我悄悄走下床，向她的房间走去。                                                                                                                                                                当时我不在乎是否夜已深，随意再踏入她房间是否错误的行为，只希望能从雯雯身上寻求平静。                                                                                                                                                                我静静打开她房门，只见她面向床的内面侧，背后向着床沿平稳睡着。她的右腿向前卷曲拉高T-Shirt下摆，露出内裤与臀部整个沟线。                                                                                                                                                                看着这幕，许多往事，又再度浮在脑海。                               

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