第四十章(5/13)

依然在挣扎着，并且在雯雯面前不知道该不该说想跟她爱爱……                                                                                                                                                                有时候，情况的演变真的不是我们所能掌控的。毕竟如果是在一个礼拜前，我绝不会料到今天这样的情形。                                                                                                                                                                那时候，我想到自己如果一直不说，或许真的会错失机会。也已经，让我想起在抽屉内还剩半瓶的昏迷药水。但我也知道，我绝不能再用这药水，因为那不是我能再用的东西。我如果再对雯雯用那药水，我知道她就再也不会原谅我。                                                                                                                                                                雯雯一定有感觉到我那几天的不同，光看她的表情就知道。但她可能是以为我又挣扎着想找她自慰，了不起一点就是做着像看A片那晚一样的事，所以她才都没有说什么。                                                                                                                                                                一直到第三天吧，我知道这样下去也不是办法，心里挣扎到极点，刚好那天又是假日，整天都跟雯雯在家里，所以我就终于下定决心，将保险套放到口袋，跑到客厅找她。                                                                                                                                                                既然横竖是要死的话，那就干脆点来一刀，毕竟长痛不如短痛……                                                                                                                                                                那时雯雯正在看电视，她看到我忽然跑进客厅，就又冷静的看着我。                                                                                                                                                                “雯雯……跟我做好不好？”她那时还会意不过来，以为我终于下定决心要她帮我自慰，我就赶紧追加一句∶“不是像以前那样啦……是跟我爱爱……”                                                                                                                                                                当我这样清楚明白跟她说，她当场傻住。而我则是有终于说出口的轻松感。                                                                                                                                                                “……哥，不要啦，你也说会怀孕……”                                                        

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