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的，那时的我真可以说是欲望冲脑。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           好不容易等到晚上雯雯回到家，她又是马上躲到房间内，然后我就又开始一直说服她，但她还是完全不愿意理我。讲到最后，我甚至告诉她古代埃及人都是兄妹通婚，中国的蒙古人也是这样，现在世界上一些比较偏僻的村落还是依然有兄妹通婚的习俗，想要以此说服她，但她还是没有回应。                                                                                                                                                                隔天，因为我也不能一直跟学校请假，就晚上还是乖乖到学校去。                                                                                                                                                                那几天，我一直想说服她，带她都是没有回应。我也真的是第一次有从雯雯身上踢到铁板的感觉。不论我怎么说，她都铁了心不理我，也不回应我。                                                                                                                                                                单纯用手自慰或是隔着内裤摩擦，对她来说还是能勉强接受的事，但做爱就真的是她不愿随便超越的底线，对女孩子来说也应该就是这样。那时我真的觉得，彷佛又回到以前那段尴尬时期，而这一切错误，都是我自己造成的，怪不得别人。                                                                                                                                                                却也因为这样，而让我更想达成目标……                                                                                                                                                                还记得，那时也已经十二月，而刚好我的生日就在十二月初，所以我就想到或许可以用这个来跟雯雯说。                                                                                                                                                                “雯雯，再过几天就是哥哥生日耶。”                                                                                                                                                                我们每年本来就都会在对方生日时，送对方小礼物。彼此并没有明言规定，也记不起是什么时候开始，慢慢变成一种默定。我还记得刚开始，雯雯是送我生日卡片，我是送她可爱的动物小玩偶。                                                        

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