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                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      但雯雯总是能感受到我内心的痛苦，所以她总是会偷偷握住我的手，并温柔微笑看着我。就算被亲戚看见，他们也只是笑着说：“这对兄妹感情真好，”而没有发现更深的感情存在。                                                                                                                                                                虽然雯雯依然这么的体贴，我还是很清楚她内心也不好受，这种事必永远纠缠在彼此心中。因此我的心情只有获得些许的安慰，没有获得真正的解脱。就如同陈慧琳记事本这首歌唱的：爱的痛了，痛的哭了，哭的累了，矛盾心里总是强求；劝自己要放手，闭上眼睛让你走……                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                农历年后，我注意到雯雯一天天心情越来越不好，也不太微笑。我相信父母回来的事，一定也带给她相当的痛苦。或许刚开始她还能强颜欢笑，但久了，心中的疑虑与恐惧必将不由得开始浮现。                                                                                                                                                                大年初三那天，父母到他们许久未见的朋友家拜年，家中又只留下我跟雯雯两人。我本来想说已经好几天没有两个人独处，就想找她出去逛街，但当我打开她的房门，却看到雯雯坐在床上擦着眼泪。                                                                                                                                                                “雯雯……？”                                                                                                                                                                “……哥，我一直好害怕……”                                                                                                                                                                果然在父母面前，她都只是强颜欢笑，内心的痛苦与害怕不曾稍减。因此我只能走过去，坐到她身旁，紧紧抱着她，而这也是我唯一能做的事。 

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