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              或许这一切，从我和雯雯来到这个世界就错了。                                                                                                                                                                或许这一切，从我爱上雯雯开始就错了。                                                                                                                                                                或许这一切，从我渴望跟雯雯发生关系就错了。                                                                                                                                                                或许这一切，无人有任何错，错的是无法改变的命运，错的是这个容不下血缘兄妹爱恋的社会……                                                                                                                                                                除了自己不该有的小孩，我跟雯雯没有伤害任何人，但却必须背负这许多的担忧罪虐与痛苦。这本来就不是个公平的社会，如果有牺牲者，或许我们就是团体规范下最大的牺牲者。                                                                                                                                                                想着我和雯雯的未来，想着我永不被谅解的爱恋，想着我们必须亲手结束一个刚带来世间的无辜生命，我久久无法入眠，也说不出半句话。                                                                                                                                                                好不容易，我总算微微入眠。朦胧梦中，感觉到有不寻常动作，没过多久便感到怀中温暖不再存在，所以我的心灵也从无意识黑暗大海逐渐浮回这个世界。                                                                                                                                                                当我睁开双眼的那刻，再度忆起今晚所有一切，发觉身旁床铺是空的，原该在我怀中散发温暖的爱人却不在身畔。夜深幽静中，我听到脚步声，我听到轻泣声，于是我起身找寻雯雯的身影。                                                                                                                                                                她坐在客厅内，脸上除泪水，更有惊慌与彷徨无助。那瞬间，我看见的不是她，而是近一年前要潜入她房间开始夜袭时，痛苦挣扎的自己。人们常说做坏事后会下地狱，但或许不必等到死后世界的惩罚来临，因为这样活着的痛苦就是煎熬烈火，燃烧不尽的永恒炼狱……                                                                                                                                                                雯雯承受的痛苦与折磨绝不会比我少，因为她是母亲，她必须选择杀害正在自

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