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能聆听她内心深处的声音，她会对我说什么？我恨你？或者因为我是她哥哥，所以还是只能沉默又顺从的接受我要她堕胎的选择？                                                                                                                                                                看着她的脸庞，看着她这种样子，我的心终于彻底崩溃，忍不住握紧她温暖的手贴在我的脸颊上……                                                                                                                                                                人们常说男人不哭，但我哭了……                                                                                                                                                                有人说过，对妹妹来说，哥哥就像夜空高挂的月亮，平时不会感觉到它，但偶尔抬头望去便会让人觉得心安的存在。                                                                                                                                                                那我呢？对雯雯来说，我究竟算是什么样的存在？是只会找她要爱爱的男人吗？或是狠心要她拿掉孩子的不负责任男人？                                                                                                                                                                我爱她，我是那么深爱她，我想永远陪伴着她，永远有她在身旁；她只是个十四岁的小女孩，我不愿意伤害她，却还是带给她这样的折磨……                                                                                                                                                                或许这样的爱本来就不应该继续，或许停止才是我们唯一的选择，更或许这一切已经太迟了。                                                                                                                                                                我的模糊泪眼中，依然记得当时雯雯看着我，也随着我流出眼泪，带着比我更深的伤悲轻声诉说：“……哥哥别哭……”                                                                                                                                                                回家后，那几天我一直去外面买许多有营养的食物，诸如人蔘鸡之类，并到中药房取补身子的药，希望雯雯的身体能早点再度恢复健康。她要吃时，为了怕太烫，我还特地开电风扇稍微吹凉点。                                                                                                                                                                忽然间让我想起两年多前雯雯第一次月经来的时候，我也是这样帮她温热中药与吹凉。那时我还没发觉自己爱上雯雯，甚至不愿意正视内心对她的异样感觉。                              

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