14、更深的堕落(2/2)

我的短信吧，提出这样的问题。
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                                “恩，包括。”说出这几个字，费了我一些力气的了。看着他的问题，我想了很多。也许这一刻，我似乎真明白了臣服的含义。我如此的害怕失去他，以至于迫切地希望无条件地把自己交付给他……我知道，积累的欲望让我渴望着他的调教，归属的需求和想尝试彻底做M的渴望让我无条件地去奉献。我不再想束缚他的手脚，我想跟着他堕落下去……
                                                                                                                                                                “很好。你乖，要听话。”
                                                                                                                                                                “主人奴似乎突然明白了臣服的内涵，奴很久以来希望您会是今生奴的最后一个主人，所以也总有些害怕会太快失去您吧。”
                                                                                                                                                                “不用怕，主人是很喜欢你的。”