（三）欢会(5/13)

                                                                                                                     听著她抽泣的声音，我心里突然响起了“我愿意永远和你在一起”的声音，那是我曾经对她许下的诺言。
                                                                                                                                                                “心肝，别哭了，好吗？”
                                                                                                                                                                “别再叫我心肝了，我不配，拋弃我吧！”
                                                                                                                                                                不，那不是我能做到的。你永远都是我的心肝，难道我会因为你不是处女就拋弃你吗？我只是没有心理准备，我只是心里有一些不甘。
                                                                                                                                                                “我不会的，我觉得你好，其实我并不是特别在意……只要你真心的爱我。
                                                                                                                                                                不过你能告诉我以往的一些事吗？“
                                                                                                                                                                她仍然在抽噎著，但还是告诉了我她的第一次。
                                                                                                                                                                那是在认识我三年前，那时她刚刚１９岁，才参加工作，结识了一个外地的小伙。那个人对她很好，但是家里父母都反对，觉得他不可靠。但她觉得对方不错，就坚持要和他来往，为此她父亲还打了她一顿。后来他把她带到自己的一个亲戚家，她的第一次就这样失去了。
                                                                                                                                                                “我真傻，真傻呀……”
                                                                                                                                                                她在哭泣。别哭了，我心爱的姑娘，难道一个人需要为自己一时的冲动付出一次又一次的代价吗？
              

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